a To dare, to dream, to win: September 2006




Saturday, September 30, 2006

cute dog! hehe

went to melissa's house for dmkkai and saw her cute chi hua hua.. the dog keep wanting us to play with him and tickle him.. haha .so small n cute. from some angle it look like a cat though. lol
didn't do much today, but i hope i did enuff. but i suppose it's nv enuff. unless u get the desired results
"People who come to your aid in a time of personal crisis are people of genuine compassion and courage. More often than not, people will try to act as though nothing is wrong. Others are either afraid or refuse to get involved, and quietly drift away." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 2:57 AM  

Thursday, September 28, 2006

a long time..

hi.. it seems like a long time since i last blogged, though in actualy fact, it's only been like 2+ days .

anyway just woke up. feeling very blur now.. well. recap on the past 2 days..

went for gosho study on tue, then collected the box of lanterns from meihui. yeah we going to have a moonlight sonata on 中秋节 itself

yday.. went to ktv! 1st one in like 4-5 mths? haha. fun definitely, though i think it's a bit short. only 3 hrs!

feeling lazy now.. yawnz

posted by yuan @ 5:33 PM  

Monday, September 25, 2006

efficiency..

something i so seriously need, yet so seriously lack...

i cannot say how slow i read things... and how slow i digest them...

well.. i have to do wat i need to do.. things to meet tmr have to be done.

posted by yuan @ 1:44 AM  

Friday, September 22, 2006

=)

things are looking better...

well, i nv fail to get encouraged by the meetings i go to.

that's well i feel better...

winter never fail to turn to spring..

things will definitely change for the better

posted by yuan @ 11:19 PM  

more time wasted...

oh well... i need a gd rest. yes i do.

i should be selfish. not i wan to. but if now i cannot even solve my fundamental problem, how can i help others?

posted by yuan @ 12:09 AM  

Thursday, September 21, 2006

=_=

one of the worst day of my lives today. dun ask me why. actually things dun look gd since a long time again.
i just can't get things done. sth is wrong. i dunno how to remedy it. seriously i dun.
maybe i need a run.. need to find time for it..
ignore my last post. i not sticking to it..
damn
time is still with me.
maybe there's no time. no time. must use all e time carefully liao
"When you clearly envision the outcome of victory, engrave it upon your heart, and are firmly convinced that you will attain it, your brain makes every effort to realize the mental image you have created. And then, through your unceasing efforts, that victory is finally made a reality." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 3:18 AM  

Monday, September 18, 2006

i suppose u are rite...

it's time to take measures. if not things can't be done..

seriously, i have no idea wat is happening

posted by yuan @ 1:24 AM  

Sunday, September 17, 2006

crap...

ya i shall stop the crap post here, else there will be no end to this crap mood

went for institution meeting and district planning.. heard a meaningful talk on soka education.

i put this quote b4, and i shall put it again.. to encourage myself, everything that i need. think it's time to challenge every thing based on faith.. not easy, but definitely not impossible

"Failure is an instrumental part of every success. Whether our life has been a triumph or tragedy can only be judged at its very end." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 4:15 AM  

Saturday, September 16, 2006

sounding the alarm...

3 nites, i didn't do anything.. seriously this is getting serious.. the feeling sucks... doing unconstructive things...

and it just dawned on me that i was stoning during my lecture... oh wtfreak... this can't carry on, but when is it going to stop.... i still got sth to overcome...hmmm

tmr will be a better day..

posted by yuan @ 1:42 AM  

Thursday, September 14, 2006

oh no..

slp alot today, and didn't do much, actually dun think i did anything.. after yday whole day of slacking, it seem that i feel lost.. cannot let it continue . must get back my drive..

but then, i dunno how to drive leh. how ah?

posted by yuan @ 1:58 AM  

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

summary of today..

one word.. SLACk.. practically slacked today away, with more than 4 hrs of gaming.. and it's so late now.. oho. . going to get scolding tmr.

this is seriously the 1st time i say i m bored. gosh. this is no gd.. though i might have time now, but my this sat and subsequent sat will all be filled... so actually weekend is noooooooo time

anyway expecting a big bomb to drop soon, so all productions will halt, better get more produced when i can... ya slack somemore...

posted by yuan @ 3:20 AM  

Monday, September 11, 2006

msn sucks la

dunno wth is microsoft problem, can't even bring back the msn after it was down for so long..ok i shdn't really be complaining since at least i got web messenger to do..


feeling bored now, that's why i'm blogging so early, so many things undone, if only i m smarter and can do everything..well, not smart then work harder lor .haha

posted by yuan @ 11:20 PM  

sorry

i complained too much..today's duty was very gd actually, really learnt alot from it...

things are still going at a slow pace, stuck with things.. but maybe i shd treat it as a gd learning process..

somethings just can't be rushed..


"it's not how much we do, but how much love we put in the doing. It's not how much we give, but how much love we put in the giving." - mother teresa.

"I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection." ~~ American thinker Thomas Paine (1737~1809)

posted by yuan @ 1:39 AM  

Sunday, September 10, 2006

strive harder ba...

The day started out goood, but in e end it didn't end well, seriously...
work harder tmr, though i will be occupied from 6am to 12, come back sure is slp again... must do better tmr!


"Life may be more akin to a series of meets than a single marathon. You can lose a race here or there, as long as you win in one contest, in one area. All the struggles you endured will become a prized investment in your own person." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 1:06 AM  

Friday, September 08, 2006

ok..

using the time waiting for buffering to write sth... hmmm really not in the mood to blog these days.. dunno why.. but i must say, the sharing tmr somehow ist taking a toil on me.. got myself prepared, but somehow think wat i share aren't going to be very meaningful... dunno. cos i can't absorb much from the chapter. but i told myself it's just a sharing, come on why stress myself.. so i shall just huo chu qu tmr. how funny/ strange.. ppl stressing themselves over sch work and i stressing myself over this.... duty on sun. will be a super long one. i will say my sun is half gone.. duty from 7+ -12. come home + lunch think already 130 .. then i sure will be tired and must nap. lucky mon no tutorial, but i heard my lab this time will be jialat.. looking on the bright side though, i will have three weeks to churn out the data instead of 2 for the other groups. ..haha
ok got some things that are still undone but doubt i have time to see through it, just gonna go and listen tmr.. well that's for now... tilll then..
"A person who cannot genuinely empathize with others can never excel as a leader. So much of what ails society today is the result of too many people in leadership positions who do not or cannot identify with the plight of their fellow men and women. It is in enduring pain and struggles that the earth of our humanity is cultivated. And it is from this earth that a capacity to be genuinely concerned for the welfare of others blossoms." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 12:56 AM  

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

wat to write leh...

like so long nv blog... no mood ba.. dunno things seem to be in disarray.. maybe i m multi tasking too much.. do this n that at the same time.. and i really hate to be at my table.. arrgh. i miss my laptop. hope to get it back soon.. so inconvenient.. i miss studying on my bed! somemore on my desktop means more chance to play game :s . think e only better thing of being on my desktop is listening to the old songs here which i haven't touch since dunno when..

anyway dunno why e service this time so long. .that time i replace a harddisk took like.. 1 day? now they send back to repair need 1 week :S

hmmm hope everything goes on fine.. efficiency is the key.. ok now to get some things done...

posted by yuan @ 12:04 AM  

Sunday, September 03, 2006

errr..

i regretted not doing sth doing.. sth i shd have done.. next time i cannot let it happen again...things are accumulating, trying hard to solve them all... if only knowledge and wisdom can accumulate just as easily..

post NDP celebrations.. shd i go?

seriously in a fluctuating life state these days.. dun ask me why.. the mutuality of the 10 worlds.. is so true.. i must keep the high life condition.. i dun wan a roller coaster mood.. it's not healthy and apologises to those who are affected :S

"Everyone born in this world has a unique role that only he or she can fulfill. Were this not the case, we would not be here. The universe never acts without cause; everything invariably has a reason for being. Even the weeds people love to loathe serve a purpose. I might add that every cherry blossom has its own personality, a purpose and meaning in life that is unique to it--as do the plum, peach and damson." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 2:35 AM  

Friday, September 01, 2006

a quote and photos make me wan to blog..

ya .. saw this once again meaningful quote, can't help it but wan to put it here. and also received an email from this ssa photographer, who posted his beautiful pics on his website...http://perspectives-nature.blogspot.com must take a look! =)


and here's the quote

"One thing is certain: That is that the power of belief, the power of thought, will move reality in the direction of what we believe and conceive of it. If you really believe you can do something, you can. That is a fact." -- Daisaku Ikeda

posted by yuan @ 2:27 AM